Screwed.


I don't know why I played like that. Really don't know.
It just didn't come out the way I wanted it to.

I wanted to play it so well, like the way Yibin taught me too,
like the way I could play it nicely, well, at least satisfying myself, the many other times.
I really practised. Really. I practised damn hard on that solo!
Okay, maybe not that damn hard, but really really hard.

Perhaps it's not enough.


Now I can't get the tune out of my head.
It's like playing and playing, over and over,
and I keep thinking of how screwed I made it today.


GOT TO PRACTISE HARDER.

Sorry all. Sorry Mr. Tan.




Find some love, people.
It's flooding in Britain.